Afraid to fall in love

Has love ever driven you crazy? Has love ever drained you to the core? Has love ever pushed you to the edge it feels like a thousand pains over and over again?

It has?Join the club.

Now that basically I'm here and alone, and almost living the life I've always wanted I'm happy.

But I'm afraid to fall in love again.And I'm not giving myself that luxury right now. Maybe in a million years. When love finally comes back alive in me.

It was the death of an absolute hopeless romantic.

I've forgotten how long kisses felt. I've forgotten how warm embraces felt. I've forgotten how it is to love someone with your all,your everything. Basically I don't miss it because I don't have it.

So if you...yes,you...want to love me...I'm afraid you'll have to wait.Coz I'm afraid I'll hurt you. I'm afraid I cannot have anything to give you. I'm afraid I'm just on the rebound. I'm afraid the wounds are still fresh and that I'm just trying to be happy. I'm afraid I'll lose you again.

So don't give me reasons to love you. Don't smile at me. Don't talk to me. Don't be nice and don't patronize me. Don't make me feel as if I'm the most beautiful girl in the world.

Because above all my fears... I am afraid to fall in love again.

Afraid to fall in love

Has love ever driven you crazy? Has love ever drained you to the core? Has love ever pushed you to the edge it feels like a thousand pains over and over again?

It has?Join the club.

Now that basically I'm here and alone, and almost living the life I've always wanted I'm happy.

But I'm afraid to fall in love again.And I'm not giving myself that luxury right now. Maybe in a million years. When love finally comes back alive in me.

It was the death of an absolute hopeless romantic.

I've forgotten how long kisses felt. I've forgotten how warm embraces felt. I've forgotten how it is to love someone with your all,your everything. Basically I don't miss it because I don't have it.

So if you...yes,you...want to love me...I'm afraid you'll have to wait.Coz I'm afraid I'll hurt you. I'm afraid I cannot have anything to give you. I'm afraid I'm just on the rebound. I'm afraid the wounds are still fresh and that I'm just trying to be happy. I'm afraid I'll lose you again.

So don't give me reasons to love you. Don't smile at me. Don't talk to me. Don't be nice and don't patronize me. Don't make me feel as if I'm the most beautiful girl in the world.

Because above all my fears... I am afraid to fall in love again.