How can I fall

Give me time to care, the moments here for us to share
Still my heart is not always thereWhat more can I say to you
Could I lie to you,
I'm just too weak to face the truth
Now I know I should make a move
What more can I say

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all
When all faith is gone, I fight myself to carry on
Yet I know of the harm I do, what more can I say to you

Now I hold this line, I know the choice to leave is mine
I can't help what I feel inside
What more can I say
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all

I'll follow through, I'll see I do
When the time is more right for you
I'll make that move, and when I do
Will I doubt again, the way I do

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons at all
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons
Just won't give me reasons
Just won't give me reasons at all

How can I fall, I fall, I fall
How can I fall for you
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons

"somebody you Love" VS "somebody you like"

Know the difference between "somebody you Love"
and "somebody you like"
In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.In front of the person you love,
winter seems like spring.
But infront of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.If you look into the eyes of the one you like,you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one
you love, you smile.In front of the person you like,
you can't say everything on your mind.But in front
of the person you love, you can.In front of the
person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love,
you can show your ownself.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one
you like.
But you can always smile into the eyes of
the one you love.But when the one you like is
crying, you end up comforting.When the one you
love is crying, you cry with them.

The feeling of like
starts from the ear.
But the feeling of love starts from the eye.

So if you stop liking a person you
used to like, all you need to do is cover your
ears.

But if you try to close your eyes, love turns
into a drop oftear and remains in your heart
forever ...

REALITY BITES (this makes sense)...a repost

I have always been an advocate of the "Please Get over It and Move on" movement...ALWAYS!... no use crying over spilled milk...anhin pang damo kung patay na ang kabayo...that sh*t.. and I never count my chickens... I so hate chickens...

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One always has to know when a stagecomes to an end.If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through.

Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapterswhatever name we give it, what matters is toleave in the past the moments of life that have finished.Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end? Did you leave your parents' house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long-lasting friendship ended all of a sudden?

You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened.You can tell yourself you won't take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust,just like that.But such an attitude will be awfully stressingfor everyone involved:your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister, everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a standstill.

None of us can be in the present and the past at the same time, not even when we try to understand the things that happen to us.What has passed will not return: we cannot for ever be children, late adolescents, sons that feel guilt or rancor towards our parents,lovers who day and night relive an affair with someone who has gone away and has not the least intention of coming back.
Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away. That is why it is so important (however painful it maybe!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home.Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place.

Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return,do not expect your efforts to be appreciated,your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood. Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: thats only poisoning you, nothing else.

Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions that are always put off waiting for the ideal moment. Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has passed will never come back. Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person.

Nothing is irreplaceable. A habit is not a need.This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.

Closing cycles.

Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life. Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.

Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.


---"Every morning, I get up and look throughthe 'Forbes' list of therichest people in America?
If I'm not there, I go to work"-- Robert Orben

Our songs, baby....

»_Sige_«
by 6cyclemind

Sige, pag kasama ka naman
Kitang-kita ko ang ating kasiyahan
Sige, wag na nating pigilan
At di magtatagal tayo ay liligaya

Okay lang naman ang ating usapan
Hindi na lang, babalikan ang nakaraan
Ang nakaraan

Ayos lang basta’t kasama
Konting alak lang kahit walang pulutan
Ang minsan naaalala
Di magtatagal tayo ay liligaya

Sige, pagpatuloy nyo lang
Unti-unting lunurin sa kasiyahan
Sige, pagpasensyahan na lang
Mga pumipigil sa ating ligaya

Okay lang naman ang ating usapan
Hindi na lang, babalikan ang nakaraan
Ang nakaraan

Ayos lang basta’t kasama
Konting alak lang kahit walang pulutan
Ang minsan naaalala
Di magtatagal tayo ay liligaya



Jeepney
by Spongecola

Bumaba ako sa jeepney
Kung saan tayo'y dating magkatabi
Magkahalik ang pisngi nating dalwa
Nating dalawa
Panyo mo sa aking bulsa
Ang amoy mo'y naroon pa rin
Tawa nati'y humahalay sa init nating dalawa
Subalit ngayo'y wala naIkaw ay lumayo na
Naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
Naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan
Kulay nang iyong ngiti
Tikwas ng iyong buhok
At ang lambot ng iyong labiIyong labi
Kahit anino mo sa malayo
Ay nais masulyapan
Upang mapawi
Ang lamig

M No Playah (a truthful prayer)

Tngna...akala nyo astigin ko kyo? Kala nyo gamitin ko yung SUPERB ENGLISH SKILLS ko para...la lang?!?

Hindi porke pinag-aral ako ng pamilya ko sa magandang eskwelahan eh hindi ako marunong makipag-baklaan....na di ako marunong makipag-murahan...na pa-sosyal ako at di ako cowboy(mas gus2 ko ko-boy sabihin yun).

Dahil mas maraming basura sa mundo. Naturingan pinag-aral ng magulang di ginagamit ang ulo. Naturingan na pinag-aral sa eskwelahang tinitirhan pa kamo ng madre eh mas balahura pa kung umarte.

Shit, sige na nga. Lokohin nyo na kami lahat.

Akala ata nila ganun din ako. Marami na kong pinagdaanan sa buhay ko at di nyo na ko pwedeng gaguhin. Lahat na lang ata nadaanan ko na ng isang beses. Kaya wag tayong mag-gaguhan. Kung sino ka, iharap mo sakin. Kung ano ka,iharap mo sakin. Kung ano tingin mo sakin, iharap mo rin sakin....at wala rin naman ako pakialam talaga dahil wala naman ako pakialam sa sasabihin ng kahit sino ngayon...narinig ko na yan lahat.

At hindi na ko naloloka sa kahit ano.

Ang akin lang....di ko pinaglalaruan ang nararamdaman ng ibang tao. Kung ginusto mo ko, GO. Kung ayaw mo sakin, GO. Di ako namimili ng taong haharapin at sasamahan. Di rin kasi ako nambabalewala ng nararamdaman ng iba. Insensitive lang ako pag gusto ko. Kung ayaw mo,wag mo. Kung gusto mo,eh di gusto mo. Sino ba ko para pigilan ka?

Di lang ako ganun sa pag-ibig. Pati sa kaibigan. Pero mas lalo na sa pag-ibig...sige na,aminan na ito. (Kung wala kang pakialam...bat mo binabasa to?)

Kahit kelan di ko pinaglaruan ang iba. Sabi nga ng isang kakilala ko..."Di bale nang wag ka maneryoso...ok lng yun...pero wag ka lng manloloko. May karma yun. Malaki balik nun."

TAMA KA DUN,DUDE!!!

Pag binuksan mo bibig mo at lumabas dun ang mga bagay na gustong marinig ng iba...at alam mo namang gusto nila marinig yun...(tanga lang ang walang alam)....KARMA abot mo nyan.
Pag alam mo namang may masasaktan kang iba pero gagawin mo pa rin, KARMA abot mo nyan.
Pag alam mo namang pinagkatiwalaan ka nya pero tatanga-tanga ka at sinayang mo ang tiwalang binigay syo lalu na kung alam mong hirap na hirap sha ibigay yun syo,KARMA abot mo nyan.

Di naman ako galit.

Tapos na ko sa galit sa buhay ko. Ayoko nang magalit kahit kanino, dahil ayokong masabihan ng "KARMA ABOT MO NYAN" tulad ng ginagawa ko ngayon sayo.

Ewan. Noon kasi ako naman ang tatanga-tanga eh. Ako na lang ang pinaglaruan ng lahat ng tao. Pero ayoko nga gawin sa iba, at alam ko namang Diyos na ang bahala sakin. Ibabalik din nya ang lahat ng tiwala,pakikisama,at pag-ibig na binibigay ko. Quesejodang paglaruan mo ko...quesejodang di mo ko seryosohin...quesejodang hindi talaga ako ang ikasasaya mo, basta wag mo na ang akong guguluhin. Para mahanap ko rin talaga ang para sakin.

Ngayon kung magising ka at ako pa rin pala... magdasal ka. Na sana andun pa ko sa sidewalk para maabutan mo ko pagbaba ko noon sa jeepney mo. Kasi kung hindi, umangkas ka na ng ibang pasahero. Baka nakasakay na ko sa iba, libre pa pamasahe. (Sabi kasi sa bumper sticker "Barya lang sa umaga, libre na sa maganda" hehehehe)

Kaya bahala na rin ang Diyos sa inyong mga pinaglalaruan lang ang puso ng iba. Sana nga di ka abutin ng karma mo. Dahil yun ang pinagdadasal kong wag na wag mangyayari sakin habangbuhay. Ngayon, kung mangyari naman sakin, sana di na lang Niya ko pabayaan. At alam ko namang di Nya gagawin yun.

Kung meron mang nagmahal talaga sakin ng lubos...kung meron mang hindi ako pinabayaan kahit kelan... ang Diyos lang yun. Nagsisisi nga ko kasi minsan ako na nga ang nakakalimot sa Kanya. Pero hindi Nya ko nakalimutan kahit kelan. Minsan, oo, pinahihirapan din nya ko...pero dahil lang pinagkakatiwalaan Nya ko na "KAYA MO YAN, hindi kita bibigyan ng hindi mo kaya". O, db? Ang lakas ng powers!!!

Kaya maingat din ako sa idadasal ko...kasi sa Kanya lang din talaga ko nagsusumbong eh...(pag di ko na kaya,pag masaya ko, pag wala lang...chums kme ni Papa God e)... mahirap na, baka may masabi akong ibigay Nya, kahit ano pa ang rason. Eh bka ako nmn ang hindi makakaya sa sinabi ko. Mahirap na. Kargo pa kita sa konshensha ko( oo, meron ako nun,e ikaw?).

Kya sa mga WALAAAANG katigil-tigil sa paglalaro ng puso ng iba, maghunos-dili ka! (hahahaha) Ayan na ang karma, hinahabol ka! Hala,hala,hala! Ayan na sa likod mo,wag kang titingin,aabutan ka na!

Ayan,kasi, tatanga2 ka. Ganyan tlga yan. Kung di ka aabutan ng karma....hahabulin ka ng mga multo mo...hahabulin ka rin ng lahat ng ginawa mo sa buhay mo...kaya kung ako sayo, sa susunod, konting ingat naman. Konting konsensha, konting gamit sa utak. Mahal ang tuition fee ngayon, at mahal makapag-aral. Wag mong sayangin ang ipinagod ng pamilya mo pra lng magkalaman ang ulo mo...tpos di mo pa gagamitin. Tanga.

Subject:ABC -saya2!!!(survey on friendster)

Tuesday, February 01, 2005 2:50:00 PM
Subject:
ABC -saya2!!!

1. A- Age >> 19 (lang ko2ntra!)-NAH, 23&aging gracefully,thanks

2. B - best asset >> personality?png-contest pro un tlga e...sense of humour kya?smile? aura? I'm not really that vain e...tamang arte lng,hehe

3. C - Career >> my marriage...it really needs a lot of work now...hehehehe....

4. D - Drink or smoke >> smoke

5. E - Easiest person/s to talk to >> my sis geli

6. F - Food that you could never eat >> uh,lahat kinakain ko...;)

7. G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms - >> WORMS!

8. H - Hobbies >> playing the guitar,dance or sing mag1 or ksma c jyl, mag-blog 4ver, study playn d piano,catch up on tv shows,b a yaya 2 my orig big baby:)

9. I - In-love? >> .......?/???/ wldn't actually say that...

10. J - Junk food you like >> oishi natural flavor

11. K - Kids >> yeah, hav 1,my pretty girl JYL!

12. L - Longest drive ever >> 1 lng,ppuntang vigan na sumakit na nga pwet ko,may sermon pa kinagabihan,hehe

13. M-My favorite sport >> not athletic...but wld want to b

14. N - Number of siblings>> lahat na?haha...3 tpos 1 na kinuha na ni papa god,1 older brother,&1 unconfirmed..haha

15. O - One wish you have? >> wishing dust muna!..cguro that I cld rewind my life...not to really change things, but have a chance to live it again, 2 c kng may iibahin ba ko or matigas p rin ulo ko at gagawin ko pa rin laht ulit!!

16. P - Phobias >> love&all the s**t with it (seryoso...)

17. Q - Favourite Quote >> can u evr make a writer choose jst 1?

18. R - Reason to smile >> ngyn?when jeff smiles..it's nostalgic 4 me..tgal kc di nkta yun e...

19. S - Song you sang last >>kgbi...kme ni jyl...if the feeling is gone

20. T - time you woke up >> 7:00am

21. U - Unknown fact about u - >> hmm..mrmi kyo di alam at nvr mala2man ...i relish things that are mine and only mine...madamot ako e...:) pg may iba ka- share ayoko na :p

22. V - Vegetable/fruit you love - >> lahat ok ako

23. W - Worst habit >> screaming things i don't really mean to say wen im mad,kht 22o lahat ng cnabi ko

24. X - X-rays you've had >>none

25. Y - Yummy food/s >> lahat nga kinakain ko e...pero tokyo2 tlga ko...ska chowking wanton soup and miki...and shrimp salad sa chef d'angelo...lugaw sa rosver's...at ulam sa 3 sisters...cge sama mo na rin mechado benta ni mrs.bonoan :) sisig ng dencio's...o sisig ng almer's...bsta sisig game ako...ska dampa sa timog! tangina kng la lng bad memories dun,super sarap dun!!!

26. Z - Zodiac sign >> pisces

Ako'Y Sa Iyo, Ika'Y Akin

ganda-ganda!! one of my all-tym faves(sounds good on my guitar too!hehehe)...I just feel like too many people are singing it out there and yet they don't really mean it... i just hope broken hearts willl never see a day out in the world again...nakainis e...kahit ako pa yung reason...kung ano man ung reason( dahil kahit diosa ko di na kme pwede...hehehe... or dahil meron ako nung wala sha....HARHAR...)
No,honest. I hate broken hearts...kya i don't like the feeling when somehow I feel responsible for one...kahit wala nmn ako ginagawa. Kahit sa friend mo nmn eh,db? You hate seeing his or her heart getting broken...you feel as if you could have done something,want to do somthing to help...kya lang it's real and true...you can't be responsible for anyone's heart but your own...

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Ikaw na ang may sabi
Na ako'y mahal mo rin
At sinabi mong
Ang pag-ibig mo'y 'di magbabago
Ngunit bakit sa tuwing ako'y lumalapit ika'y lumalayo
Puso'y laging nasasaktan pag may kasama kang iba
'Di ba nila alam
Tayo'y nagsumpaan
Na ako'y sa iyo
Ika'y akin lamang

Kahit anong mangyari
Pag-ibig ko'y sa 'yo pa rin
Kahit ano pa
Ang sabihin nila'y ikaw pa rin
Ang mahal
Maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na Umabot pang ako'y nasa langit na
At kung 'di ka makita
Makikiusap ka'y Bathala
Na ika'y hanapin
Ipaalala sa iyo
Ang nakalimutang sumpaan
Na ako'y sa iyo
At ika'y akin lamang

Oh.....
Umasa ka
Maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na
Umabot pang ako'y nasa langit na
At kung 'di ka makita
Makikiusap kay
Bathala Na ika'y hanapin at sabihin
Ipaalala sa iyo
Ang nakalimutang sumpaan
Na ako'y sa iyo
At ika'y akin lamang

Pseudo relationships.. (reposted from Peach)

Tuesday, February 08, 2005 1:54:00 PM
4 those who dont hav any1 to call their own and resorting to this kind of trick...think again dudes...di lng kyo affected kc sum1s dr behind u & trusting u...
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Others call it MU or mutual understanding.Pseudo-relationships.Pseudo-boyfriends.Pseudo-girlfriends.Flings.Almost like a relationship, but not quite.It is a phase where the persons involvedare more than friends, but not quite lovers.Puwedeng may verbal agreement,puwedeng wala.One or both of you may have admitted yourfeelings,possible ding hindi.You just let your gestures do the talking foryou.Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari.Hindi kayo mag-dyowa.Pero sa kilos niyo,sa mga sinasabi niyo,parang kayo,pero hindi.

This kind of "relationship"can happen at different stages for different reasons.It can happen after a break-up.You still love each other,and you want to be with each otherbut you broke up for a reason.And for reasons that you alone know,ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.

It can also happen before a relationship,iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam.Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna.Testing lang. (tama ba un?!) Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo may ka-relasyon na.Kaya habang hindi pa siyanakikipag-break doon sa boy/girl(sabi niya makikipag-break siya soonpero di naman niya ginagawa),wala muna kayong relasyonpara nga naman hindi siya nangangaliwakasi "hindi naman kayo."

This pseudo-relationship stage,for a time, can be fun.Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng "KALARO." Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kze wala talagang kasiguraduhan.So bakit ang daming nagse-settlesa ganitong set up ganoonghindi naman siguradokung may patutunguhan?Iba't ibang dahilan.Puwedeng for fun lang.Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa wala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom." Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing,doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.For those who are not in a serious relationship,they would think that pseudo-relationshipis better than no relationship at all. It would be fun, if all you're after is that "kilig" feeling.But then I learned that although it wasonly a pseudo-relationship,the emotions were real.And usually, in this kind of set up,merong malulugi.."ung nainlove sa taong taken na.."

Una, you can't ask him/her to commit.Since it's not really a relationship,you can't demand commitment from your partner.Ano ba kayo? You will always be uncertain about your role in his/her life.You can't expect him/herto be always there with you.And if you feel jealous of the other boys/girls,you just have to keep it to yourself.Ano ka ba niya para magselos?

Pangalawa, what ifyou fall deeply in love with him/her?You can't be sure if he/she feels the same way.Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dyingto tell him/her you love him/her, you can't.Because you're not sure if he/she will like it.Baka mapahiya ka lang.
This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all.

Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much?What if you have invested all your emotions and this man/womanhasn't? What if you remain faithful to him/her, not entertaining other guys/gals,only to find out that he/she is seeing other girls/boys?Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting.When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold,then that would be the end of it.Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship.Wala kang pinanghahawakan.Kasi sa pseudo- relationship,there is no "us."Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us"--------may tinamaan ba?!