Parang Kayo Pero Hindi Part2
Crazy little things...these so-called hearts.
They stop in mid-air when you see him. They start beating fast when he stands next to you. They come alive when he smiles. They die when he walks away.
Crazy little things...these hearts.
For so-called intelligent people, the heart is merely an organ. It's there to keep you alive because you have MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO. Have a job, get a social life,be a friend,be a daughter,be a sister, be a mom...whatever. There are better things to do out there than mind this crazy little heart.
But there are certain so-called intelligent people who inevitably develop a certain stupidity with the heart when they start getting older. Maturity is simply a term for knowing more. And the more you know...the more it hurts. Only the ignorant never get hurt. Because what you don't know won't kill you.
Feel like one of us so-called intelligent people? Good for you. Because on the other hand...what you know will make you stronger.
What does this crazy little heart of mine know now that I'm a little older?
It knows that love is not a lie. It is not a myth. But it is so real that you can feel it...its joys,its pains,its struggles, the bliss. It knows that love can start up a fire inside it, but that the mind will always interfere. It knows the mind has a point.
What does this intelligent mind know?
It knows love can hurt.It knows love can make you feel like the most beautiful, most special,most intelligent,most everything girl in the world...but it definitely knows that all of that will die once he sees someone who is more than that.( And God bless the woman who really IS more than all that..can you imagine?) It knows that love never chooses who to love...so it makes the guidelines for the heart. Don't choose a younger man,someone who cannot commit to you, someone who will never write you poetry or give you flowers, someone who is involved with someone else...someone who is not worthy to receive all the stupidity this crazy little heart will take.
The mind is powerful. It knows a lot of things. So it knows when to stop.
The heart and the mind is the perfect example of two people in love. Once working together, it will be a dream come true, a fantasy, a happy ever after. But once the mind and the heart start arguing with each other...everything else fails. It's a nightmare you want to wake up from. It's a long-standing telenovela and you just want to stop crying. It's a love affair gone sour and you just want the sweet memories back...those sweet times...those short,sweet moments he was yours and yours alone.
That's how my mind is right now. Parang sila pero hindi. This crazy little heart doesn't know if it will stick with my mind...or break hell loose. What the heck? I'm in love, and I don't care what you think,you prudish little mind.
The only problem is... my mind and my heart has a long-standing commitment to stay with each other no matter what.
And its crazy but sometimes I wish... I find someone who won't be like me. I want to find someone who will only listen to his heart. I want to find someone who will l0ve me not for the guidelines in his mind...but for ME. I want to find someone who will break hell loose and give the dirty finger to anyone who will try even in the littlest bit to tear us apart. Someone who will not hide from the world that I am his and his alone. Someone who will shout to the world that he loves me. Someone who will smile when I need it, accept my smile when he needs it. Someone who will hold my hand when I am trying to cross boundaries, and let me hold his hand through his trials. Someone who will bear witness to my life...and someone who will let me savor and bear witness to his life. Someone who will thank the heavens that I am here, and that I will be here...who cares if its not for forever...as long as we're together right here,right now...and a few more tomorrows...who cares?
Come on,tell me...someone out there...anyone...WHO CARES?!?
They stop in mid-air when you see him. They start beating fast when he stands next to you. They come alive when he smiles. They die when he walks away.
Crazy little things...these hearts.
For so-called intelligent people, the heart is merely an organ. It's there to keep you alive because you have MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO. Have a job, get a social life,be a friend,be a daughter,be a sister, be a mom...whatever. There are better things to do out there than mind this crazy little heart.
But there are certain so-called intelligent people who inevitably develop a certain stupidity with the heart when they start getting older. Maturity is simply a term for knowing more. And the more you know...the more it hurts. Only the ignorant never get hurt. Because what you don't know won't kill you.
Feel like one of us so-called intelligent people? Good for you. Because on the other hand...what you know will make you stronger.
What does this crazy little heart of mine know now that I'm a little older?
It knows that love is not a lie. It is not a myth. But it is so real that you can feel it...its joys,its pains,its struggles, the bliss. It knows that love can start up a fire inside it, but that the mind will always interfere. It knows the mind has a point.
What does this intelligent mind know?
It knows love can hurt.It knows love can make you feel like the most beautiful, most special,most intelligent,most everything girl in the world...but it definitely knows that all of that will die once he sees someone who is more than that.( And God bless the woman who really IS more than all that..can you imagine?) It knows that love never chooses who to love...so it makes the guidelines for the heart. Don't choose a younger man,someone who cannot commit to you, someone who will never write you poetry or give you flowers, someone who is involved with someone else...someone who is not worthy to receive all the stupidity this crazy little heart will take.
The mind is powerful. It knows a lot of things. So it knows when to stop.
The heart and the mind is the perfect example of two people in love. Once working together, it will be a dream come true, a fantasy, a happy ever after. But once the mind and the heart start arguing with each other...everything else fails. It's a nightmare you want to wake up from. It's a long-standing telenovela and you just want to stop crying. It's a love affair gone sour and you just want the sweet memories back...those sweet times...those short,sweet moments he was yours and yours alone.
That's how my mind is right now. Parang sila pero hindi. This crazy little heart doesn't know if it will stick with my mind...or break hell loose. What the heck? I'm in love, and I don't care what you think,you prudish little mind.
The only problem is... my mind and my heart has a long-standing commitment to stay with each other no matter what.
And its crazy but sometimes I wish... I find someone who won't be like me. I want to find someone who will only listen to his heart. I want to find someone who will l0ve me not for the guidelines in his mind...but for ME. I want to find someone who will break hell loose and give the dirty finger to anyone who will try even in the littlest bit to tear us apart. Someone who will not hide from the world that I am his and his alone. Someone who will shout to the world that he loves me. Someone who will smile when I need it, accept my smile when he needs it. Someone who will hold my hand when I am trying to cross boundaries, and let me hold his hand through his trials. Someone who will bear witness to my life...and someone who will let me savor and bear witness to his life. Someone who will thank the heavens that I am here, and that I will be here...who cares if its not for forever...as long as we're together right here,right now...and a few more tomorrows...who cares?
Come on,tell me...someone out there...anyone...WHO CARES?!?
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